Ohhh the Joys of Packing

MB and Sean started to help me pack last night (Monday - the last day of May). It all began with a list (MB looooves lists), which initially was a good idea - except that I had trouble keeping to the list. The list consisted of categories of clothing, misc, and bathroom accessories. Come to find out, I have way too many clothes. I have (or thought so) paired down a lot of clothes over the last several months in preparation of my move; however, last night I realized that my pairing down basically sucked. ha ha
I thought organizing my clothes, shoes and bathroom accessories was going to be fun and provide me with some relief...haha...I was sooo very wrong. Sean - the most laid back person I know - quickly was overcome with stress, carrying a discerning look and attitude...basically telling me I had way too much stuff and he didn't think I would be able to pack it. That in turn made me stressed and then I pretty much stayed awake anxious all night worrying about how much crap I have, about traveling with all of my stuff, and what in reality I need. I know that I don't need all of my clothes, probably not even half of them - but there is something to be said of having your belongings that makes you feel comfortable...esp when you are moving to anther country.
I managed to organize (more like shove) my stuff into a suitcase and backpack. I think I did really well! The only things that are left to pack are my bathroom accessories, my computer (which I will carry on) and my books. Speaking of...I have an estimate of 28 books that I plan to take with me. Here's the thing, I love to read. I will need something to occupy my time, and shipping them will cost me an arm and a leg; therefore, I am bringing them!!!!


I felt a little bit better when I woke this morning and headed to work...but then reality slapped me across the face again when I realized how many days I had left at work, what I still had to do in preparation of me leaving (shots, how am I going to pack my bike, doctor visits, cleaning my house, bills, etc). So now I have decided to stop thinking about what is happening and just go on about my business each day. I will try not to freak out inside so much!


On a side note, I talked with my soon to be boss and she informed me that the school and around Antigua was not hit as bad at the city. That made me feel a bit better. I sure hope the airport will be open on the 25th when we fly in?? My heart goes out to those families in need. I wish I was there, helping in the community where I can, instead of sitting on my bed procrastinating from cleaning and the 116 other things I need to do. It is hard to explain but I would rather be in the Guatemala now, in the midst of this disaster, then on the outside looking in. At least if I was there, I would know what to expect.

I guess I will go pack for a couple of hours...
I will not freak out that there is a whole in the city of the country that I am moving to...I will not freak out.